Monday, January 31, 2011

The Approach to Safety and Security

Attached in the e-mail I received from the staging unit of the Peace Corps Headquarters, was the Peace Corps’ Approach to Safety and Security. I was instructed to read this as well as re-read my welcome book and volunteer handbook, so I can be prepared for the short, but intense, orientation to the Peace Corps in Atlanta. This was basically a 3-page document that summed up everything that I have read in both my handbook and welcome book, but it was nice to have it all spilled out one more time for me. Really, though, it is three pages that says a lot, but then doesn’t really say much at the same time. According to these papers, the more you learn now about the realities of serving in the Peace Corps, the better prepared you will be to handle the challenges you face. That makes total sense to me. It is good to know what you will be up against, so you can prepare yourself for it. If I was Rocky Balboa, and I went into a fight with the Russian thinking it was just going to be Apollo Creed, I’d be s.o.l.

Obviously issues come up when you are in a third-world country that are unavoidable, and the Peace Corps really wants you to be aware of that. Living in remote, secluded areas of a third-world county, one could expect to have health, safety, and security risk come up at anytime as an unavoidable part of the volunteer lifestyle. Some of the security risks include, but are not limited to: road accidents, natural disasters, crime and civil unrest.

One of my friends who is volunteering in Togo, Africa had a couple bacterial stomach infections during training - before he was even formally inducted into the Peace Corps as an official volunteer. So, yes, health and safety issues come up regularly. And, I can understand the Peace Corps wanting people to be aware of that before going into it. But, I would like more information on what you are supposed to do in those citations. If you end up with a bacterial infection - where do you go, who do you talk to? I’m assuming these sort of questions will be answered during training, but it seems that in all the literature they give us to read and re-read, they could have had a little more actual information in them.

I am interested in knowing what to do in the event of natural disasters, crimes and civil unrest, as well. What do we do when there is a hurricane? What do we do when we are robbed or our house is burglarized? If we are sexual harassed, or raped - what are the steps we should take? All the information we receive tells us that these things could occur, but they don’t necessarily tell us what to do in those circumstances.

For the most part, this 3-page paper that the Staging Unit wanted us to be sure and read simply says that living and traveling in an unfamiliar environment, having a limited understanding of the local language and culture, and being perceived as well-off are some of the factors that put a volunteer at risk. So, choices in dress, living arrangements, means of travel, entertainment, and companionship all have a direct impact on how a volunteer is viewed and thus treated by their community! I think this is true for any community - not just for moving into a community in a third-world country. Everyone makes those initial judgments about how someone looks and who they hang out with - even if they say they don’t, they do - we can’t help it. First impressions make the difference.

The Peace Corps says they have instituted a broad and systematic approach to increase volunteers’ capacity to keep themselves safe during their two-year service. This approach is based on the following: building respectful relationships with your community, sharing information, training, site development, incident reporting response, and emergency communication and planning.

Relationships: Volunteers’ daily safety is best assured when they are well integrated into the local community. Volunteers need to learn the local language and integrate into the host community, while building relationships with not only the community members but also other agency representatives and colleagues. This, they say, establishes a presence for the volunteers in their new homes.

Information: Volunteers are given plenty of information regarding potential challenges they may face while serving in their host country. Most of this is about cultural differences we will have to overcome because as Americans we might find behaviors offensive, uncomfortable or threatening. Volunteers are also given a lot of opportunities to back out - but if you are still in it for the long haul, once you get into your country, I guess Peace Corps staff will keep you informed on security issues and provide guidance for maintaining safety and well being appropriately. Volunteers also undergo a lot of training: language, culture, safety, and health. This training is on-going throughout service to raise awareness of the volunteers new environment, and to build their capacity to effectively cope with the many challenges they will face.

Site Development: All sites are selected based on established safety and security criteria that reflect consideration on site history; access to medical, banking, postal, and other essential services; access to communication, transportation, and local markets; availability of adequate housing and living arrangements; and the potential for obtaining and maintaining the acceptance and consent of host country authorities and the population-at-large. Volunteers are periodically visited to re-asses all situations, as well.

I am glad that the Peace Corps really look into access to postal and essential services, but I’m not entirely sure what that means. What are their requirements. Do volunteers have to be within five miles of these services, 10 miles, 15 miles? There is a big difference between five and fifteen. I could make the 10 mile round-trip journey at least once a week to go to the market, pick up mail, ect. But a 30 mile journey on foot every week is asking a little much I think - If I had a bike, though, that wouldn’t be a problem! So, again - more information here would be more helpful, but I’m sure I’ll learn all this during training.

Incident Reporting: Volunteers are expected to report any safety concerns or incidents to the appropriate PC staff member. The staff are prepared to provide appropriate medical, emotional and administrative support as each case warrants. In cases they need it, the PC also maintains a collaborative relationship with the U.S. Embassy. But again - we volunteers are urged to be aware of our environment and to adopt a safe lifestyle and exercise judgment in a manner that reduces our exposure to risk.

Every time they say that, which is often, it makes me cringe just a little bit. It is like the PC is saying that pretty much anything that happens could be avoided if volunteers would have just paid attention to their environment and had good judgment. I’m sure that a lot of situations can be avoided by making sound decisions and paying attention to your lifestyle, but the way they keep repeating that line is like they are going to blame us for anything that happens. I see myself as a person that exercises sound judgment and I think I easily adapt to new, unfamiliar situations, but I’m sure things are going to happen that I’m not comfortable with that I sure as hell didn’t want or ask for, and I won’t appreciate it if they say “well, if you would have just had a safer lifestyle!”

Emergencies: All volunteers are given a copy of their countries Emergency Action Plans (EAP) and are expected to read it and to know their duties in the event of an emergency. Volunteers are also required to tell PC staff of their ware bouts anytime they leave their site, for security purposes - so they can be reached in the case of an emergency!

I just sure hope there isn’t a hurricane, tsunami, earthquake, or any other national disaster while I’m down there - yes, that would be quite the experience, and I could get a good story out of it, but I do want to come home at the end of my two-year service! I think I’m pretty safe on the war front, though. Honduras doesn’t have much in the way of inter-country revolutions. They have it pretty together, and are good at talking things out. Its neighbors, Nicaragua, El Salvador, and Guatemala on the other hand apparently are not as good at using their words - they prefer the automatic weapons, which they give to children starting at age 10.

This packet the Peace Corps wanted to make sure we read ended with the following: “We rely on volunteers to exercise personal responsibility, demonstrate a keen awareness of the world around them, and a willingness to adjust their behavior in a manner that will enhance their safety and well-being. In the end their efforts will be rewarded with an incredible, unique experience.”

I’m excited for this incredible, unique experience, but again with the basically telling me that anything that happens is going to be my fault. It actually makes me a little bit nervous. I’m not going to know how to act when I get there. Like I said, I consider myself a responsible person that makes good judgments, but now this has me second guessing myself. Am I going to get there and just seem like a complete fool? A typical blond-haired, blue-eyed, overweight American, who thinks she’s better than everyone around her. No - I don’t think I could ever come across like that - I sure hope not anyway.

I have been reading this book, though, “Don’t Be Afraid Gringo - A Honduran Woman Speaks From The Heart” that sort of paints a little bit of a grim picture for me, which is weird because it was on the recommended reading list for the Peace Corps. In this book, Elvia talks about how the Peace Corps is pointless in Honduras. In the book, which is from 1987, Elvia explains the problem with the Peace Corps is that the Volunteers are “here today and gone tomorrow. So the programs they set up fall apart when they leave.” She also explains that from her experience, Peace Corps Volunteers insist on working with individuals instead of groups because the groups have too many problems. She says there are a lot of volunteers who live in communities where the people are organized, and that the volunteers don’t even know the organizations exist - they don’t bother to work with the structure the Hondurans have worked so hard to set up.

At the end of one chapter Elvia says:
“Hondurans don’t want to be beggars. We’re tired of begging from the United States. We want to be equals. And to be equals we need more than charity; we need solidarity. I’d say the best way to show solidarity with us is not by sending food and clothes or dollars. No, show your solidarity by telling your government to get out of our country and leave us alone. And stand by us in our struggle.”

This really struck a cord with me. Here I am going into Honduras with a government organization doing exactly what this women thinks is making it more difficult for the people of her country to be able to take care of themselves.

I just hope that I can go to Honduras and truly be of some help. I will take what Elvia said in this book and use it to be a better volunteer. I will make sure I get to know everyone in my community and the projects and organizations they already have functioning. I will work with them to get these programs and organizations off the ground and working to the best of their ability. I will do what ever I can to assist them. I think I am going to do a good job. I am not going into this with the mentality that I am going to go and change everything for them and make their world a better place. No. I know that anything I do to help these people is going to take a very long time. I am really going to have to work to become accepted into my community and to have the people respect and trust me. I think that is the key. Gain the trust and then I will be able to learn what they really need and what THEY think I could do to help their community.

So far, Elvia’s words have been very inspirational. I know that the book was from some time ago, but I’m guessing that Honduras has not come that far since it was written. Maybe in the last 23 years they have come to appreciate the help of Peace Corps Volunteers more. Ya, that is probably wishful thinking on my part, but one can hope!

So, I need to be prepared to have bacterial infections of the stomach - most likely do to water, I need to be prepared to have men think I’m a sex object because the sex roles in Honduras are very traditional (as in women are for sex and cooking), I need to be prepared for the fact that I will most likely be robbed at one point, and I need to be prepared for the fact that the Peace Corps will attribute any of these things happening to my lack of ability to integrate into my community and to show good judgment. I also need to be prepared to have people not want my help or look at me as just some do-gooder American coming in trying to change everything, and I need to do what ever I can to gain the communities trust and respect.

I have started the countdown - 22 days!


This is a very good book, and I recommend it to anyone who is interested in knowing a little bit about Honduras.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Fancy Shmansy

So, I have my tickets all set up to go from Seattle to the wonderful world of Atlanta. I e-mailed my grandparents to see if they may by chance want to drive up to Atlanta from Florida to see me before I head off on my way, but unfortuneatly my Nana has a doctor appointment that day that is not reschedulable - she is having knee problems and got into a doctor who treats all the famous sports people, so i understand! However, in the process of talking about my arrangements in Atlanta with my mom and Nana, it was brought to my attention that I will in fact be staying at a Wingate hotel when I am in Atlanta. For some reason, that had not processed in my mind yet. I was reading the whole title of the hotel: Wingate by Wyndham Buckhead. So, it did not register that that is in fact THE WINGATE. My mom e-mailed me and said: "wow, they are putting you up in a Wingate? I have never stayed in one, but have admired them from afar." It wasn't until I read that that it clicked - I am staying at the Wingate. I don't even know why or how I know that name. I'm sure it has come up in movies and those sort of things. For those of you who don't know - it is just a pretty damn fancy hotel. Also, because I'm flying from Seattle and have to be in Atlanta on the 23rd by noon, they have to fly me in on the 22nd. So, I get to stay in the hotel for an extra night - how exciting. I'm glad I will get there early. I will get to learn my way around the hotel as well as do a mini tour of Atlanta. I have never really been there.

I was in Atlanta once when I was a lot younger - 10 or 11 I think. Maybe younger. It was one of the times my family went to Florida to see my grandparents and go to Disney World. Come to think of it, I think it was the first time we went to Disney, which means I was in second grade and would have been only 7 years old. So, now that I have that straight - onward. This particular trip to Florida was via Atlanta. My grandpa drove the van from Orlando and picked us up from the airport in Atlanta, so all we saw of it was the airport and the freeway. However, when he was driving us back to Atlanta to catch our flight home, he missed out exit on the freeway and had to drive all the way around the outer belt of Atlanta back to our exit. So, this time around, we got to at least see Atlanta from the van. However, Atlanta is large, so this took a fairly long time. By the time we made it back around to our exit and to our terminal at the airport, we did not have very much time to make it to our gate. And, to top it all off, our gate was all the way at the end of one of the concourses, and for those who don't know, Atlanta airport is huge.

My sister Sunni (who still went by Sunshine back then) and I ran from one end of the concourse to the other (at least a mile) to keep the ticket agent from closing the doors, which was the only thing that got us on that airplane. What ticket agent could say no to two little blond girls with Little mermaid hats begging them not to close the door until their parents got on the plane???

So, all in all, my only travel through Atlanta has been fairly exciting. Yes, I'm hoping for excitement and adventure on this trip, but not in the form of missing or nearly missing any flights. I'll stick with meeting great new friends, having an evening to explore Atlanta, and getting first class upgrades thank you!! I'll keep my fingers crossed on that last one.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Greetings Furure Trainee:

Today I received the e-mail I was waiting for. Since my last post, I guess it has really only been two weeks, which seems crazy to me. Time is going by at a snails pace. The last two days feel like a week to me. Alas, I have to find a way to cope - to take a breath and just realize that I still have a month until departure, and that it is basically going to feel like three months jammed into one.

Back to the news I received today. I got my staging e-mail. Just so you all know, the staging step in the Peace Corps process is the pre-departure orientation before leaving the United States. It is said to be a brief but intense orientation to the Peace Corps and to the general demands of being an effective and safe volunteer. It is also a chance for me to meet the rest of my training class. We will spend a jam-packed-full day together getting to know each other, learning about the Peace Corps, reviewing important policies and procedures, receiving any required vaccinations, and completing registration. Staging is also where I will pick up my official Peace Corps passport and my airline ticket to Honduras. Six goals are posted on the Web site that are supposed to be accomplished while at staging:

1) Complete registration and vaccination processes
2) Get to know the Peace Corps
3) Become aware of the Peace Corps policies and procedures to which you will abide
4) Become aware of risks that exist in your country of service and understand how those risks might be managed
5) Understand that volunteers, Peace Corps staff, and their communities have responsibilities for volunteers’ well-being
6) Learn about how to arrive at Post

Number six is definitely the one I am eager to learn about. When we get off that plane in Honduras - WHERE DO WE GO - HOW DO WE GET THERE - WHAT DO WE DO ONCE WE FIND WHERE WE ARE SUPPOSED TO GO - QUESTIONS, QUESTIONS, QUESTIONS!!!!!

Since I found out I would be going to Honduras, I was under the impression I would be going to Washington DC for my staging event. However, today I found out I will actually be going to Atlanta, Georgia. It doesn’t make a huge difference to me. I would have loved to go to DC because I might have been able to see my cousin Ashley, but I guess I am only at staging for a day so it probably wouldn’t have worked out anyway. Atlanta it is!

On February 23rd, 2011, I have to be dressed in business casual and in my hotel for registration, which begins at noon and goes until 2 p.m. From 2 - 2:45 p.m. we learn “who we are” and “what’s expected of you.” We get a whopping 20 minute break from 4:25 -4:45p.m. Then from 4:45 - 7 p.m. it’s “what you expect,” “what’s next,” followed be “closing.” The next morning, we check out at 4:30a.m. and head to the airport at 5a.m. for a 10:10 a.m. departure. Why the heck we are departing for the airport five hours before our plane leaves is totally beyond me. We sure as heck are not going to miss our flight. My itinerary says it is a three hour and thirty five minute fight, non-stop to Tegucigalpa, and then I will actually be there. Can you believe it because I sure can’t. I am actually going to be in Honduras one month from TODAY!

OK, so where do I go from here? Tomorrow, I have to call SATO travel, which is the company the Peace Corps goes through to organize all flights. The Peace Corps has already arranged my international travel, but I have to call SATO tomorrow to arrange my flight to Atlanta. I am eager to do this. I feel like as soon as that ticket is in my hands it will mean everything has fallen into place. Well, receiving this e-mail today really made me realize everything has fallen into place. My health is good, my latest labs must have been good, which I was 99.9 percent sure about anyway. There is not a lot left for me to have to worry about. I am working on my Spanish! Today was the first day of the Spanish classes I signed up for. I think they are going to be perfect. They are going to supplement the work I have been doing with Rosetta Stone and books, perfectly. I feel like I’m doing pretty good reading and writing my Spanish, but it is the conversational skills that I am completely lacking. So, that is where these classes come in. One of them is a conversational class, which obviously is all about practicing speaking Spanish. The other one is a little higher level class to work on my grammar and to get more into past and future tenses. I feel like I am a little ahead of the people in my class, but I am so timid when it comes to actually speaking that it is going to be perfect. This will really give me the opportunity to get comfortable speaking Spanish. I only have the classes once a week - from 9:30 a.m. - 12:30 p.m. on Mondays. I’m bummed it is only one day a week, but hey, that is better than nothing!

On top of my Spanish, I also have to make sure I have all my paper work in order for staging. I have to gather all the forms I’ve been working on: registration, loan deferment, life insurance policy, power of attorney, payment method, privacy act waiver - there are a whole mess of them. But, I’m pretty sure I’ve got them all pretty much in order. Well, except Power of Attorney. That is my next step. I just talked to my mom today and decided that it was something I should do. You never know what might happen and I’m sure the second I step foot out of the country something would happen that my mom couldn’t help me with because I hadn’t signed one.

So for now friends, I am in the United States for another month. I have one month to hang out with my friends and work on my Spanish. I have one month to collect addresses, and try to figure out what I am going to take with me and what I am going to have to leave behind. I have one month to go through my pictures and decide which ones to print because there would be no way I could go two years with out being able to see that person or place when ever I needed to. I have one month to take my life and pack it in two suitcases before I get on a plane and embark on the adventure of a lifetime.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

The Waiting Game

Here we are. The waiting game, again. It has been more than a month since I found out where I would be going for the Peace Corps - Honduras. Since then, I have filled out the necessary paper work, written my aspiration statement and new resume, and shipped it all off to the corresponding offices. I even had a last set of HCV labs done to ensure the Medical Review Office that I am, in fact, still healthy. But, all those things didn’t take very much time, so it left me to sit and wait. I am just waiting to get the e-mail that tells me what to do next. I don’t leave until the end of February, so I won’t be getting that news for another month - it is going to be a very long month - one that needs to be filled with research and studying. I need to work on my Spanish - get as good as I can before I depart. I also need to read the books I ordered that the Peace Corps recommended; plus one I got for myself - a travel guide for Honduras - because I definitely plan on doing some traveling while I’m down there.

I’m pretty nervous about learning Spanish. This is mainly because when I get done with my 3-month training session, a language test is going to be administered. And, if they don’t think I am at the level I need to be to communicate effectively with the community, they are not going to let me continue - they will not swear me in is as an official Peace Corps volunteer! So, this means, I need to learn some damn Spanish! It is time to get my nose to the grindstone!

I’m also pretty nervous about my latest HCV lab. I know it will all be fine, but that small percentage of a percent chance that it won’t all be fine lingers in the back of my mind like the odor of halibut slime that lingers in the air for days after you sell the fish. The Medical Review Office just wanted a final set of labs to make sure that I’m fine and dandy, but the idea that they will tell me I can’t go to Honduras if for some reason the labs are not fine and dandy, scares the crap out of me. I have come so far, and the idea of this opportunity being taken away from me by something like that is almost too much for me to bare. I know it will be fine, though. There is no reason for the HCV to have come back, so I have nothing to worry about. In a month and a half I will be on my way to Honduras with a whole new set of worries. What am I going to be doing down there, will my host family like me, will I be good at my job, will I be able to hack it in the heat. These are all things that I have briefly thought about, but then quickly shoo out of my mind for a later date. Why worry myself with these things, now? I have to save something for the plane ride down to Central America!

So far, for this next adventure in my life I have acquired:
Travel quick-dry towel
Waterproofing spray
Mosquito net bed cover
Head lamp
Battery charger
Sleeping bag
Mini leatherman
Flashlight
Journal
Money belt

Things I still need to round up: (that I have thought of!!!!)
Rechargeable batteries
Sun screen
Light-weight clothing
Address book
Waterproof laptop bag
Duffel bag

If anyone has any suggestions for what to take to Honduras with me, please, let me know.